The First Foot ~reflex on John 20:1-18
In Rome, there are many churches. In those churches, there is a lot of history. Part of that history includes some interesting relics. There are so many relics that some of them are tucked away in corners and you might miss them! You might be simply walking around, admiring the beauty of the space and happen upon an incorrupt body in a glass casket, or a pillar in the corner that is labeled (in print you can barely read) that it is the column of the scourging of Christ. In the church of St. John of the Florentines (have you ever even heard of that one?!), there is a relic that at first seems strange: a foot. A golden foot with a small sign that tells you this is the first foot to enter the tomb of the risen Christ. That’s right – the foot of St. Mary Magdalene.
Today we celebrate the Feast of Mary Magdalene, whose love for the Lord has her seeking him and him alone. She is undeterred by the risk of being arrested and apparently unmoved by the presence of two angels speaking to her. These are somewhat understandable, if we consider her laser-focus on finding the only One she is seeking. But then she turns away from the tomb and Jesus is right there before her, but she still insists that she can’t find him. She mistakes him for the gardener! She is not satisfied until Jesus says her name, and she recognizes him at last.
Mary does not recognize him at first because she is looking for a dead body. She could not know that Jesus was alive, glorified, and back to work! When she does recognize him, she wants him to remain right where he is, right near her, so that her love can be satisfied. But Jesus tells her, “Stop holding on to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father.” Jesus still has more to do in order for his Kingdom to be well-established in this world and his work of salvation continue – he must give the apostles his authority, firmly establish the Church to conserve and hand on the Gospel and the sacraments, and send the Holy Spirit to safeguard and enliven the Church throughout time. He must return to the Father so that they can send the Spirit to transform the world.
What are we looking for when we seek Jesus? Are we looking for Him in the wrong place, expecting the wrong thing, even demanding that He respond in a certain way? Then we will be disappointed, dissatisfied, and distraught. But if we are open to His presence in whatever way HE wills to reveal Himself, our seeking will always be rewarded because we will receive Him as He is, receive what He is giving us right here, right now. Let’s ask Mary Magdalene to intercede for us, that we will have the grace to seek Him and see Jesus clearly in our lives each day.