Am I one of the greatest?! ~reflex on Matt 18:1-14
“Who is the greatest?” Who is the richest? Who is the fastest? Who is the thinnest? Who has the most followers? Who is the most beautiful? Who has the most “likes”? Who is the best?
These are very human questions, which the world tries to keep us focused on – being better, stronger, richer, happier, more attractive, MORE EVERYTHING, GREATER. And Jesus is repeatedly turning these worldly ideas upside down, just like he overturned the tables of the moneychangers. He keeps saying: YOU’VE GOT IT ALL WRONG. YOU’VE GOT IT ALL BACKWARDS. LOOK AT ME.
The disciples are still trying to understand the realities of the Kingdom Jesus came to establish, but they are still looking at it through very human lenses. They are still looking at what “greatest” means in human terms, making comparisons with the leaders of human kingdoms. And Jesus keeps turning their human ideas upside down. He keeps saying: You still don’t get it. Let me show you.
When they ask him who is the greatest in the Kingdom, Jesus points to the very last person they would have had in their minds, calling a child over as an example to them (and to us). We must become like trusting children who know they are loved, who rely on their Father for everything, respond promptly when called, and expect to be protected because they can do nothing on their own! This is what it should be like to walk with Jesus in His Kingdom.
The humblest are the greatest in this Kingdom, because they have not put any of their own ego, desires, belongings, resources, abilities, social pretenses, or achievements in the way of what GOD wants to do in them. We are all called into the Kingdom, we do not enter it by our own initiative. We cannot take one step forward without God’s grace and support. And we certainly cannot get into Heaven by our own efforts. We must be saved, and being saved demands malleability, gentleness of character, profound loving trust, spontaneous obedience, and availability to whatever God is asking of us in the moment.
The disciples were wondering in one moment about rank and authority, but in the next moment Jesus is showing them that unless they reject that whole mentality – unless they reject all self-reliance, self-promotion, self-assertion, self-protection, and self-love - they can’t even get IN to the Kingdom, much less earn some kind of “rank” in it. Only the anawim – the poor in spirit, the little ones – are free enough to pass through the eye of the needle. Only those who become humble like Mary understand that He casts down the mighty from their (self-appointed) thrones and sends the rich away empty; it is in bowing low that they are lifted up, because they rely wholly on Him.